ME, MYSELF, & I: Not My Day

I went to sleep not feeling well, I woke up not feeling well, I am presently having a conflict of emotions thus I'm having a bad day right now. I feel mad, frustrated, lonely, disappointed, and bad all at the same time. I feel like I want to cry but I don't want to at the same time. I hate this feeling. This is just so not my day. However, I need to be in a good mood in order to come up with an idea.

I don't know how to vent my anger right now because I usually cry. But since that is not an option right now I'll just have to right it down.

I don't want feeling this way because I'm be having a hard time concentrating. Though I tried for the happy thoughts method its still not enough. I just want to move on and get on with the remainder of this day. I wish things had not happened but at the same time I'm quite thankful it didn't happen earlier.

I know I'm rumbling about nonsense already, I just really want to feel better after this. I really hope this helps me in the end.

ME, MYSELF & I: Childishness

I am a grown individual and had reached what I consider as the prime age of maturity, wherein I should have left the child in me. However, that is not the case. I am not only having it as a company but it seems that its not leaving my side anytime soon. And worst is that it seems that it is growing more in me.

Every person has that childishness within them. Its what keeps people sane, idealistic, hopeful, innocent, adorable, and playful. However, at certain age, it is also what makes people irritable, impatient, illogical, and downright dumb. And in my case, I'm feeling myself being more of that negative vibes than the positive ones. Or maybe I'd reached the point wherein childishness is not something to be admired at with someone of my age.